Wednesday, November 25, 2009
{ 7:09 am }
cause when i'm with himi am thinking of youthinking of youwhat would you doif you were the one who was spending the nightoh i wish i was looking into your eyesif it's the right thing to do, why does it hurt so much?
why do i feel so torn? why can't i let it go?
i can't stop crying. i can't sleep. i don't want those beautiful illusions to run away
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
{ 12:24 am }
why do i keep coming back for more?
why do i ignore all the sirens wailing and screaming for me to stop?
why can't i just move on?
i've said it once and i'll say it again. he's one of the best things that happen to me this year and he's the one that showed that there's a silver lining behind every dark cloud
damn fuckwits. i don't know the amplified actions that i'll have to make but it's already taking its toll on me. it's unfair, i know. i used to call names about this kind of people but now that i'm one of them, i just feel ashamed of myself. obviously being shameful won't make the situation better. tell me, what am i gonna do?
oh, stop it with the closer song ain.