Thursday, August 27, 2009
{ 12:59 am }
ultimately, we have to get use to the fact that things don't always turn out the way you want it to be. no matter how much you pray and hope, god always has the upper hand. i know what i want and what i need but somehow the need prevails. for now.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
{ 12:24 am }
so it's the first day of the fasting month. i was damn shagged at work just now. it was the coldness+the pangs of hunger+the lack of sleep that really made me look half-dead. by the time i ended work at 5, i was all geared up to go to my aunt's house for the break fast gathering. taking my own sweet time riding 858 and 187. i was wasting time so that by the time i reached my aunt's house i would be just in time to break fast and my plan worked apparently. fasting month is more fun than hari raya's month itself, don't you think so? i mean all the preparations and hustle for raya are something that i'll appreciate more as compared to visiting the relatives. i understand the objective of visiting but i just find it very repetitive and stomach-bloating. each man to his own.
have a fulfilling ramadhan people and happy fasting :)
can you just say goodbye and get it done and over with? don't leave me hanging just like that
Thursday, August 20, 2009
{ 8:57 pm }
a couple of people complain about my entries. it being too long and complex. really meh? emotions are so easily swayed by the most minor stuffs. i mean it's so stupid how this kind of stuffs have to happen. we tend to over-reacted and it's really irritating when you come to think of it. i'll just end up feeling small and ungracious.
work at 4 pm tml. can sleep in till 1 pm. heh. hope somebody's hibernation period will end soon. :) and oh, i'm working to buy you a pair of new model legs. take your pick. heidi klum? tyra banks? gisele? then, you can show off your legs ok dude?
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
{ 1:27 pm }
if this is how it's gonna be, i'll succumb to fate and take whatever options i have left.
though the pang of loss will be unbearable, at least i don't have you to blame cos i know it's a decision that i made. i always wanna remember you as the one who shine a lil bit of light into my life when i thought that all hope was lost. thus, this is the best way out. i've enough of feeling dejected.
Monday, August 10, 2009
{ 2:24 am }
there was a stupid, silly customer who thought that i'm a filipino
there was a stupid, silly person who thought that i'm working at ntuc and asked me where's the bread
there was a illiterate person who asked if swatch do piercings for customers
the kind of people you meet when you work. absolutely unbelievable.
when singaporeans were being patriotic at 8.22 pm by taking the pledge as one united people, ifa, kid and me were laughing at T3's Secret Recipe. ifa and kid dropped me a visit while i was working just now and at least i did manage to spend some time with my friends like i always did every national day for the past few years.
i don't know what's the point of me writing all this. i don't see the reasons. i want to crawl under the bed's duvet and possibly have a good long sleep without thinking too muchabout the future
