♥ so what's the story morning glory?

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 { 12:01 pm }

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Sunday, July 26, 2009 { 2:40 pm }

finally, i think i'm at ease. exhausted but i feel fulfilled and peaceful. Dearest Simin recommended me working for Swatch and after 3 interviews(where the 3rd one i got interviewed by the Singapore's Swatch vice-president and I was half an hour late!haha!) I finally got the job. It has been a week since I worked at Swatch T3 (though I had to work at Jurong Point for 3 days as they were lacking of staff there). This is my first time doing retail and I don't know what to anticipate but surprisingly it turns out fine for me especially when i work at T3. There's only 3 staff at T3 including myself so i don't need to worry as much about work politics because there are less people to handle with but i don't think there's anything to worry about in the first place. Benson(Simin's boyfriend) and Janet have been nothing but helpful and patient with me. without a doubt that T3 is freaking far. it's 1 hour journey going and 1hr and 15 mins journey back but it's nothing that i can't cope with. there are a few pros. i can have my break with fifi once in a while and apparently benson is a reader himself so when there aren't any customers i can read the book at the store. currently i'm reading new moon by stephanie meyer. i'm doing my favourite past time during my work time. am i smart or what? haha
working full time also means that i have to bid goodbye to social life but for the time being i don't mind. the money keeps me motivated. aril told me that sooner or later i'll get sick and tired of working cos it's gonna get mundane. i know that will happen but i'll deal with that when the time comes.

i watched harry potter and the half blood prince with aril on the first day it got released. haha. that really infuriated sarah but she watched it already this week. honestly, i think if you've read the book you will be a bit disappointed with the movie because you expected alot of things to happen but it didn't. i'll still say that it's worth the time and money. it's really an all-rounder movie cos there's action, drama, romance and comedy( especially when it concerns the now burly ron weasley). i'm gonna catch public enemies next. johnny depp, here i come!!

Friday, July 10, 2009 { 2:41 pm }

How much is real?

So much to question

An epidemic of the mannequins

Contaminating everything

When thought came from the heart

It never did right from the start

Just listen to the noises

(Null and void instead of voices)

Before you tell yourself

It's just a different scene

Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I really want to quit smoking and drinking. Drinking, I think i can manage quitting that. Smoking on the other hard is one stupid bitch that i'm addicted to. I don't know what black magic it used as i keep coming back asking for more. i heard that the black magic comes in the form of nicotine. bodoh punye nicotine. aku jotos kau baru tahu

Wednesday, July 08, 2009 { 3:01 pm }

I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping further
Once I hold on, I won't let go till it bleeds

-Stone Sour(Bother)

it just takes a moment of folly to make me realise that i'd lose myself for you. why couldn't you appreciate that is beyond my understanding. no matter how much i like to avenge to redeem myself, i couldn't muster the energy and courage to do so. bumping into you and staring into your eyes after so long brought about a total new dimension for me. how i'd always visualise seeing you after so long didn't prepare me for that time. i thought i would be spitting at your face and beat the crap out of you but i surprise myself by giving you a wide grin. it's your reaction that surprised me further. the curt nod that you gave me tilted my brain upside down. i might as well be a stranger in your eyes instead of the girl you claimed to love forever. that hurts norman daniel. that hurts the hell out of me.

{ 1:04 pm }

i've been eating instant noodles these few days cos my mom couldn't bother to cook as there are still leftovers from sunday's kenduri. i've had enough of nasi minyak and it's not like i'm a big fan of it either. khairil finally got enlisted to home team academy yesterday. my mom was anxiously anticipating his call last night but all he did was to message me saying that he was damn shagged and he'll call another day. when i told my mom this i could see that she was actually disappointed.

i've still yet to catch transformers. i know i should shoot myself for that but i couldn't find the company to watch it with me and that one person who'd promised to catch that movie with me is damn busy with his work. that's what he gets when he signed up for his 'scheme cepat kaya'. there are a couple of must-watch movies coming up this month. for instance:

any movie with johnny depp and christian bale in it is a must must must watch. by the way, johnny depp is playing mad-hatter in alice the wonderland. trust him to take such a flambuoyant character. look at those brooding eyes of johnny depp. even if he plays the ugliest, baddest character ever known to man, he will still bring justice with that look.

another movie:

this is actually from nicholas spark's novel. i've always been a big fan of nicholas spark's novel due to his simplicity and the romantic twist that he always manage to inculcate in his books. ultimately, he manage to give you this warm fuzzy feeling and will want to make you fall in love all over again.

And of course, of course!

whoever isn't looking forward to this movie is either an ignorant person or just a silly silly silly person who don't appreciate that a legendary series is in the making. 'nuff said.

so there. these are the must watch movies that i must watch. any takers on who wants to catch these movies with me?

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 { 1:54 pm }

i want to get away to exile island! just a few moments to escape from this tiny red dot which seems to be bustling with activities but for myself, i'm practically rotting away and the nearest exile island is ubin. yes?no? at least i won't need a passport to get to ubin. i want to go bask myself in the sunlight and to hell with getting tanner and to hell with faiz and his insults about me being dark. WAKAKAKA(evil laugh). go ubin and cycle and have a look at the wild boars though technically they're not wild boars 'cos they're being held captive in a pen. ironies of life. i miss playing hockey. the hockey stick at home is gathering dust and cobwebs. the last time i played hockey was last year and it was exhilarating to say the least. i'm not being vain but i like the au naturale blush i spot after hockey. macam rosy gitu!hahah..
ummu just ajak me to party2 with her tonight at powerhouse. very tempting lei. how?how?shall i go or not?hahah