Friday, August 22, 2008
{ 12:16 am }
am i suppose to feel this way?
am i doing the right thing?
god, enlighten me please cos i'm stumped.
{ 3:16 pm }
i have had my ample share of dating guys this year and it comes to a point that it gets pretty boring and hence, it makes you feel that enough is enough. i don't know if that will be my famous last words but hopefully, the recent incident will sober me enough to make me realize that there isn't any rush in finding the so-called Mr Right and there isn't any need to try out every guy that comes passing by my life. Now, tell me, what's the rush? Why the urgency to find Mr Right? When at the end of the day, it is bound that Mr Right will find you instead. Well, hopefully. Maybe by this post, people may guess that i've just got my heart broken, yadah yadah yadah. True enough but hey, I am living through each day just fine and the realization that the tears are not worth it has hit me. but to come to think of it again. Those tears that I shed was for myself. For realising that I was foolish enough to be lullabied by his words and my feelings were bought by his promises. Aiyah.... time will heal all wounds.
now, I'm freaking addicted to Facebook. i will waste my time away playing who has the biggest brain and text twirl cos being the competitive person i am, i will try to beat the scores of others. however being the loser that i am, it is all to no avail. Friendster is still used to see whether couples are still together or not. hahha...i do let my kepo nature to get the best out of me at times. ahhhh....facebook is beckoning me again. i think i've already sold my soul to facebook.
