Saturday, June 30, 2007
{ 5:58 pm }
i find it depressing and yet i'm still hook up to
it.wadda fuck is wrong with me?can they just cease out of my mind and now i regret doing all that 'research'
anyways, i now know i get turn on with guys who speak flawless and articulate and nice english especially when they have tall, lean bodies.fuh!sampai senget.i'm perfectly aware that my english is not terrific but it's an unexplainable attraction.
i'm off to work, like now!
have a good day people!find me a boyfriend can?ok, i'm not that desperate, mind you.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
{ 12:39 pm }
i think the chalet was themed 'norfasarie'. don't ask me why.lol.i simply love my girls =]
i'm still absolutely shagged as i didn't have sufficient sleep. however, i don't know why when i start work, all those tiredness is forgotten. ironically, i feel more energised and rejuvenated and i love the fact that when comes the time for me to hit the pillows, i will have a sound and peaceful sleep.i won't have to wake up in the middle of the night and walk one round around the house before i sleep again. yes, that's a bad habit of mine lar and that explains the eye circle under my eyes. sleep is a wonderful thing adn for whom that describes sleeping as a hobby, i think they should describe it as a form of lifestyle.
mencarut or rather malatah is a weird bad habit kan? how come only the malays does it and how come it's predominantly done by women?some people get so carried away when they mencarut that they will do what others told them to and i'm telling you they can become hazards to the society.lol.i for one mencarut too at a mild level.i'm not a gone case yet, ok?but i get very irritated with myself sometimes and all i wanna do is to put a stop a stop to this bad habit.gerrrrram aje....
my brother is pestering me.go and play badminton lar.jangan kacau aku
Monday, June 11, 2007
{ 2:22 pm }
looking forward to spending time with them in a few more days. ;)
I"VE GOT A JOB FINALLY!!!thanks to ummu and i owe her a big deal. she recommended me at her workplace, coffee club express clarke quay. yannie, ifa and kidhir were super-duper sweet in accompanying me to the interview there. and i'm telling you the place is very swanky and cool and sleek and i shall say sophisticated too.i hope this will not be my famous last words. it has only been a few days since i start work hence, i shall not comment much, fearing that whatever i say will jinx me.touch wood!!!touch wood!!
i still miss the idea of schooling. fifi feels this pang of rindu to school also.lol. however, we both concluded that in actuality, innova jc doesn't or have a minimal impact on our lives. the treasured friend made in jc are few and countable as compared to the friends made in riverside. to be fair, there were those few memorable experiences that were made in that school. i don't know if i'm being a sour grape or anything parallel to that but even if i am being one, i think that those dear to me will emphatise and understand the plight.
in these dire circumstances of trying to earn money for my education expenses, i finally understand the real and true meaning of working the bones off and bercengkang mata siang dan malam.lol.i had taken my parents money for granted when they spend that valuable amount of cash on my education and looking at where i end up at this moment, i can only imagine their disappointment and anger at me. thus, that is why i'm working my bones off earning money so that i can pay off my private school fees and not wanting to scrap off my parents money anymore.
i'm writing in random paragraphs.
