Friday, May 18, 2007
{ 10:20 am }
you know what can unfailingly keep my spirits up?
MUSIC
i thank god my hearing is fine as far as i am concern cos enabling to hear the wonderful songs saves me from insanity. i totally dig the song 'dancing in the moonlight' by the Toploader. I always got this urge to go and dance in the rain or whenever i'm walking home everytime i listen to this song. It just gives me this warm feeling all over. all i need now is someone to dance with me to this song and thus saving me the embarassment of dancing alone when i suddenly feel like it. songs like 'someday we'll know(mandy moore and jonathan fooreman)', drops of jupiter(train), last kiss(pearl jam), how to save a life(the frays) ,and the list goes on, honestly keeps me going.
beside music, in this moment of hiatus, i also keep myself busy by watching rented vcds. to this moment, i've watched 'a walk to remember', 'the notebook', 'my super ex-girlfriend', 'casanova', 'scoop', 'taxi' and a few more which i really can't remember but ultimately my favourite gotta be 'a walk to remember'. dammit man!the movie is so sweet, touching and it just wanna make you weep(but i didn't weep). i can't remember how many times i say 'awww' throughout the movie. maybe that's cos i was too busy ensuring that i didn't drool till i flood my home looking at the sight of the godly shane west in that movie. he's so totally adorable and sweet and cute and rugged(well in that movie at least).
look at those brooding eyes.FUh!sampai senget!wakakak
i also keep myself busy watching afternoon programmes like jack and bobby and in this drama, i certainly drool over matt long.
this is da kind if guy i'll bring home to show to my mama and papa!
and so you see, that is why i have no time for other guys in my life. i'm too busy with shane, matt and not to forget john(terry). my time is more fulfilled and well-spent with these guys. i ain't wanna waste my time pinning after guys that can potentially be heartbreakers and only capable of making me wet my pillows with tears.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
{ 7:33 pm }
woooo....
basically, the anxiety of being a college dropout at last overwhelms me and it takes its toll.
i'm dwindling my time away every single day and honestly, not a single day past without me thinking what the hell will happen to me now.
since the last time i update,
ALOT of things had happen. mostly, it's tragical matters but i'm still here standing strong and i'm writing an entry that doesn't really make any sense to me right now.for now, i have my GIRLFRIENDS to count and depend on. and also a PS2 lar. i'm thinking of buying PSP. aiayh..see first lar. the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is coming on soon so can't really splurge kan?kan?kan?and besides that all the great movies are coming up this summer:pirates of the carribean 3, ocean's 13 and shrek 3(if you realised, it's all the third part of the trilogy ar) the strangest and funniest thing happen to me ytd.i had such a great laugh and believe me, i'm still laughing my socks off whenever i think about it. thanks ar boonkiat cos unconsciously you made my day by amusing me like hell and i'm not grinning like a cheshire cat now.that's pure mentel and gatal ok?later i'll update more i guess. blogging is becoming a tiring matter to me personally.
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