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Thursday, July 27, 2006 { 9:21 pm }



PPP's performance is finally over.
but i'm not exactly ecstatic cos the truth is, working in PPP is the most memorable experience ever. be it a good memory or a bad one.
it was bad cos of a certain irresponsible soul whose name i shall not mention here. not cos it's out of respect. but i just don't wanna lose my temper over the bitch.AND there wasn't a single innovian who turn up to give their support..but nah that doesn't matter cos we still pull it off..
and there were also some disgusting incidents. too disgusting to be mentioned here in fact. ;)
but needless to say, the good experience succumb all the bad ones.
the other eleven guys and girls who make the changing of script 5 days before the actual performance possible. the gang that created a friendly, utmostly chaotic and kecoh ambience wherever we go. the cam-whoring in the dressing room. the video making at the corridor. the bitching around.
the most helpful people of ekamatra theatre. jamal, effendy, sufiyan, elni!!, anwar and farid. for their encouragement, their guidance and their wit keep us going thru out the last 5 days. their sincere wish of seeing us performing our best truly inspire us and thus remind us that hell, who needs cikgu hani when we have this great teachers?

with the bad review we received from the co preview, we know that we MUST changed the script and that we did despite the performance day being 5 days away. and the result? a play that each of us is proud of. each and every single of us were able to contribute to the new script. we decided to walk on this glass by choosing a sensitive issue. we had wanted to make a impact with the chosen issue and hopefully it does. during the feedback session on the performance day(25.07), our play was described as courageous though it was kinda one-sided but that doesn't matter cos alas, we deliver a play that the audience out there were able to comprehend and we gave a play that made the audience think.
NUS's play was freaking creative!!and amusing especially with that sasha who stole the limelight away from his fellow actors. but still i like!!! and most of them are such a nice bunch of people who listen to our woes and gave us words of comfort. hahaha...and yar the guys are so adorable too.
aiyah...the essence of it all is just that pesta peti putih was sucha a fun experience and i would have love to have a part on it again minus hani and perhaps midun too...ooops!

Saturday, July 15, 2006 { 1:30 am }

just finished history essay.
grr
it took me one and a half year to start feeling the hectic life as a jc student.
ahahahaa
silly me.
as a result, i'm getting tired and tireder at the end of the day.
i don't know how people like kam and seri do it and to think that they have more activities going on for them. how do they find the time to hit the books?
hmmm
okie lor okie lor. for now i rather hit the pillow.
take care people cos i care(ahahaha does this sound familiar fil?)

Sunday, July 09, 2006 { 9:18 pm }

moving on is hard but trying not to remember is harder
hurhur who am i trying to kid here?
so ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY,
it's no surprise that some people are just prejudice against myself.
in this case make that some people somebody
and make that somebody cikgu hani.
that woman really has something against me from last year even though she didn't really know me well. she didn't teach me last year.
but being the cheeky me, i've done something last year that kinda made her furious and exasperated with my well-being.
and she's been holding a grudge ever since.
being an educator, is she suppose to have any biasedness to her students?
excuse me for not bootlicking and sucking up. that is not my forte when you are concern in this matter. but me not doing that should not have make you dislike me any further. you can't please everbody, right?
i've totally given up in making things right.sighz

the world cup finals is tml morning.
personally, i'm rooting for italy but why am i getting this naggy feeling that france gonna kick ass tonight?unfair world sia!! do you know that RI has postponed their youth day hol to tml so that students are able to watch da match with a peace of mind. there isn't any need for them to worry about being a zombie at school. grrr..and to think that i have my H1 mly oral tml.

please do not laugh with the fact that i've only watched 'remember the titans' for the first time today. and darn!i can't believe i've been missing out on such a good movie after all these years. it's really honestly absolutely a must watch, okie? they should like make remember the titans 2 but i highly doubt it's possible. it's all about the cold war between the whites and the blacks in US in the 70s and the scope is narrow down to a football team in this certain high school and if you're dumb enough to guess the team's name correctly, it's called titans. i totally adore this kind of movies. you know the inspirational one that are mostly based on true stories.

what if there's chemistry but the feelings aren't there? what if its just a case of tepuk sebelah tangan? there's lodsa what ifs in this matter and i will do anything to know the answers but the truth is i fear talking about the affairs of the heart with you. you know i know that it's just ain't us. now go lead your own life and i'll lead mine. let's just pretend that nothing ever happened last december.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006 { 10:22 pm }

never have i lost a friend but when it does happen, gawd does it really hit hard... zul had been sucha great buddy and fella. a smart and witty guy he was. the anecdotes and crazy stories he told us never fail to shock us and sometimes aspire us. the death came as a shocking news to everybody. whatmore those who had spent some time with him during the last few days of his life. me and fifi had lepak with him at town on saturaday(01/07/06) and nothing changed. i mean he still was the same old him. honestly, i'm still shock that he had passed away.

semoga allah mencucuri rahmatnye.....