Tuesday, February 28, 2006
{ 8:29 pm }
tau takpe, tak tau tanye, simple je!
i love tt quote. particulary created by my fellow "matrep" friends. =D
those unwelcomed people should have known their place better.
if you wanna pon ur school, probably cos you're bored out of your wit by it, then don't go to other people's school and crash their lectures and making a fool out of yourself as if you own that school. and still got the cheek to discriminate the students in that school when you yourself had opted for that school and has a high chance that you'll be a part of that school. do you fancied being bombard by the pioneers and hiding in the broom closet for every breaks and lunches? my girl, you should have known better. not only you are capable of such high level of vulgarity here. there are better, qualified persons in that aspect. and i'm not saying that i'm one of that persons. hooliganic morons. no more comments from me.
on a brighter note, FD3 was gruesome!!!totally gory.
AISYAH!!!damn you lar for not following.HMPH!you better make up for this. cos we all absolutely,ultimately and extremely miss you!!!come back to 0644A!!!boo hoo.
Monday, February 27, 2006
{ 11:42 am }
nowadays, i usually blog once a week but just having this weird desire to blog now.okie desire might be too strong a word.
looking at my J2 friends slogging it out day and night preparing their assignments and homeworks scares me.last week, azim just plonked himself into a seat opposite mine and said "i wanna drop jc.i can' tahan".and i was taken aback.it's the first time i see this friend of mine getting wrecked up.and what about those eyebags?scary mike!my heart goes out to J2 people.jia yo!!8 more months only!time will surely fly punye.
and so i'm back home early cos i've got this gastrics.sometimes i tend to skip my meal unintentionally.mdm mas was at the office when mr mahmood filled in the form for me.and
she was:makcik!asal muke cramp?
me:stomach cramp ar cikgu
mdm mas:macam2 ar.terpelecot sini sana stomach cramp ar.u had breakfast or not?
me:(sheepish smile while trying to tahan the ache)
mdm mas:ni ar minah sekarang.
MINAH!she called me minah.gawd another mistaken identity.but never mind.the essence of it all is that i got the green light to go home.BUT i've chosen the wrong time to go home.it was freaking hot.and those who know the 'strategic' structure of IJC will know the agony i have to go thru when walking home.really, the sun has no mercy for a helpless girl like me.and it would be at that point of time i had wished that the friendship fostered between some people didn't change. i remember when i'd got the fever last year and i really can't tahan and had no other choice but to go home early from school.and i called raden an to fetch me from school with his dad's car.yes.i'm that pampered at that point of time. and he willingly woke up from his beauty sleep and drove all the way to my school and waited for a freaking half an hour before i emerged from the school gate.i felt blissed at that point of time to have such a friend.however due to a certain incident that had occured, things have changed.maybe, it's for the better.
hell, everything has changed with that group of guys.believe it or not, it has almost been a month since i hang out with them.hopefully some good will come out of this. and my, my, i sure do hope that this great guys(yes, they're great fellows even if some individuals beg to differ) will do drastic actions to themselves so they will not lose out in the rat race amongst singapore's youth.the funny thing is they are all smart. i mean they do have brains and they certainly know how to use it.it's just a pity that they don't use it at times.well, it's their loss. i guess i can't help but to worry about this bunch.
talking about worrying, gawd i'm absolutely worried about this certain friend of mine. the burden she carried alone all this while. i don't know how to put it to words. i really don't. emotions do tend to run high when especially you get emo-ed up by someone you care dearly and truly. i know she got this habit of keeping things to herself but i didn't know that things got this bad. perhaps i've taken her condition for granted. but then again if one is absolutely upset about something, i doubt she will wanna tell the whole world about it. maybe that is why she rather keep it low and put up a facade so that the loved ones will not worry about her. maybe she don't want to create a big hoo-ha about the matter.maybe, just maybe. whatever it is. i hope she'll gradually get stronger emotionally. is the burden too heavy for her to bear? only god knows. gawd, please let her know that no matter what is it, the five of us will be there for her. please let her know that we not only want to laugh with her but also to cry with her cos certainly shared happiness double the happiness whereas shared pain halves the pain.please let her know that.
he's absolutely smitten over that chinese girl.what can i say?or better still what can i do?NOTHING.when i fall, i certainly fall hard. but for now, let nature take its course and for me, i'll just go on doing my thing.
