life is beginning to take its toll. t-i-c.pathetic! gawd!i'm starting to feel unblissful. the blissness only lasted for a week.unfortunately. i'm foreseeing mr warna experience happening all over again. the fickle-mindedness is definitely there. it's kinda disheartening.no no no. it's definitely disheartening. just why?
on the other hand, GPA is definetely doing great. i'm sure with cikgu amir's help we can get it going. i'm just a bit unsure about the team of people though.
gawd.i'm still shaken up. why can't you make up your farking bloody mind???
PS:CYNTHIA!!!!i miss you sia!!!!i'm starting to hallucinate about you????i'm seeing you everwhere i go!
Thursday, December 29, 2005{ 2:40 am }
=D yes, i'm smiling ear to ear. it's a phenomenon. stop laughing fil and fifi. life's a bliss these few days. the blissest of all bliss gotta be that i'm already talking to my dad!!! yay!!!! it had been one month since i last talked to him at first i saw it as an accomplishment cos i have a big ego trip but as time flew by i kinda grew sad about it.i mean he's my dad after all and i'll be living with him for the next five years.that's the least.this cold shoulder treatment can't go on forever.i'm just glad that he initiated it.
second bliss: i think i shall not share it out here. muahahah. i'm sworn to secrecy
third bliss: i feel blissful!!! muahahaha
i'm like totally crazy and hyper rite now even though it's already three am. i just finished chatting with shah.who is a fren of a fren of a fren but now we're frens. he keep me awake.
yesterday, i went to hanie's orientation since momsie can't take an off day from work. i'm da only kakak amongst all da makciks and pakciks there but i do feel proud of it in a weird sort of way. hanie could not possibly wait to get to school.she was tugging my hand all the way to her PAP. luckily it was only a five minute walk or else my right hand will be dislocated. when we got there, i searched for her class and found it. i got to know that she was one of the youngest in her class and her size do show it cos she's quite petite.just like her kakak.=D and so when we got into her class, hanie memandai-mandai took out the kiddy chair and sat on it.she was the only living soul who was sitting.miracously the other kids did the same too after that. when the teacher started briefing(the teacher is this sweet looking young malay lady), hanie got restless and changed her seat.five minutes later, she got restless again and thus she put one leg up her chair and sit like an apek at a coffee shop.luckily she was at a corner.muahahah....hanie is so cute. i just can't stand it.just like her sister huh? at the end of the orientation, hanie don't wanna go home and wanna stay at the skewl.now, that is so like not her sister.i had ta bribe her with sweets.luckily she fell for it.my hanie is growing up too fast. i can't believe she'll be in nursery next year.but she'll still my baby sister no matter what. afterall, life's a bliss.....
Thursday, December 22, 2005{ 8:54 am }
had i break saidah's record? muahahaha owelz, it has been what?20 days since i update my blog? i guess i was kind of flying thru time. or rather i'm not at home much this days. i've got my hair cut twice this mnth. that linda coaxed me into doing it. i'm neutralised about my hair now erm...supposedly to go out later to meet the IJC cliq and amir's suppose to take his school post result later. i sure hope he ain't get into Riverside nothing against my former school but i just don't like the new uniform. dorkness
and ohkie since sufie 'sabo' me into doing this random thingy, i'll do it:
rules of the game: 1.post 5 weird/random stuffs about yourself 2. at the end, list the name of 5 peepswho you want next to do this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" on their blogsand tell them to read your blog for rules.so here's 5 really really werid/random stuff......(i hope i won't be labled 'kental' after this)
1.i've watched kal ho naa ho 5 times and i cried 5 times too and i bet there'll be more crying.saif ali khan is so so so so HAWT!!!! 2.i've a birthmark at the tip of my tongue but i sometimes will tell a lie that it was a result of piercing my tongue cos it sounds cooler.=p 3.my aunt wanted to christen the name norainiah to me but my mom shorten it to norain.thank gawd for that 4.i'm NOT a minah for god sake!!!!!sorry,....hafta get this outta my system.oh gosh when will you people learn? 5.when i sleep at home, i can't sleep in my room for more than three hours.somehow i'll end up at the living room's couch...freakkkkyyyy!!!!GAh!
and so i'm done.=D
Thursday, December 01, 2005{ 12:59 am }
i just realised that this is my 101th entry. so, cheers!
had been going out these past few days. had been meeting and bumping into people. like SAIDAH!!!! :D yayness saturday had a girl talk with ifa. i love this kind of talk esp when it's omeone whom i treasure. and i do treasure ifa. we shall be celebrating our 15th annivesary soon, rite ifa?*wink* i played hangman with other 4 out of the sixies(fifi, fil, susu and nasty nas) tuesday nite. swatch huh?hmmm....good one there fifi....jk got to dig out some kentalan stuffs from everybody esp filzie!!!!! wednesday evening i gotta share some cheesy past with fifi and fil and i managed to study econs. muahaha
drank lots and lots of bubble tea!!!!! chewy chewy pearls...yummy
and i am determine to spend this hols with fifanidarain so......saidah!!!!hurry up with the plans!!!i can't wait any longer!!!!!!