Thursday, June 30, 2005
{ 8:43 pm }
green...is such a nice colour to look at.it reminds me of hari raya all over and i can't wait for the next hari raya!!!gonna be so much fun jalaning raya with friends.both old and new.hehehx.puasa ntah cukup asyik nak ingat raya je dulu.muahaha...tml i've got the damn malay a level oral.kind of giving me the creeps.sekali can't pull it off and i stammer....*bite nails*i don't know if i'm full of myself.i don't want to appear to be too self-loved.muahahahai honestly don't have any idea what to write here.it's just a sense of self obligation to enter an entry since i'm online..muahaha
{ 1:32 am }
ouhkie...
i think the virus in my laptop is cleared due to the everlasting system recovery which had always been my solution to any computer problems.i'm just plain lazy to further investigate the problem or whatsoever.
in a few hours time, i'll be sitting for my summer's test history and malayA paper which i've not really prepared studying yet.i'm daymn lazy.i've informed my mum to expect the worst result this exm nd she just shook her head.*beamz*i'm so proud of myself for being honest with my mum.hehx.like i said i'm not cut out for jc.my attitude stinks when it comes to studies.how the hell i've got 16 pts for my L1R5?that's just pure luck.hopefully luck's still with me for my a level.i really need it to get into decent university with a decent course.i'm praying real hard...
went to JB in the afternoon with fifi and raden.frantically trying to shop for something good.raden frantically trying to search for a saloon for a haircut.found all at last :) everybody went back to singapore feeling contented.and i almost stole 2 ringgit worth of goreng pisang and it's totally unintentional.i swear!although some people like raden may say otherwise =p
i'm daymn sleepy right now.i don't have the foggiest idea what time is it.may i skip exams later?pretty please....ishk!what had gotten into me?i'm being crazy.why the hell didn't i get the fever right at this point of time instead of last week.the timing is so inconvenient.and guess what?one of my past had written.why?i don't have any idea.he's such a dorkhead at times.ooops.didnt mean that but i can't help saying it out.=x
aargh!don't give a hoot about him right now.he's not worth it.motherfucka bustard
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
{ 11:02 pm }
it was his birthday 2 days ago.do i care?erm....yes, no, maybe....i don't know.
it's not worth waiting.that's what they claimed. that's what i want to believe all this while but daymmit..i'm an obstinate girl.i rather follow my heart than my head.maybe that's why i'm stuck all this while.eww...i'm getting too emoshit right now.but i guess that's what blog for.you're suppose to pour your heart and soul so that people will know exactly what you're going through.
went to orchard with fifi to window shop.nothing much but i totally adore those small small shops tucked in at the corners of Far East Plaza. size of the shop doesn't matter i guess. it's what they have in store for you. what i learn from today's window shopping?there are
MALAY salesgirl at FEP. and they do make a good one too. i'm not being racist or judgemental here. it's just that i had remarked to fifi that it's rare to find a malay salesgirl at those kind of cool shops and chinese are the one who kinda dominate the salesperson area whereas malay mostly dominate the F&B area. am i right?
so anyway, on the way to pacific plaza, guess who i did see?hehx.of all people, sarah!and man, she's with this tres cute guy..not bad sarah, not bad....
yes ar! going to the zoo tomorrow for the conservation ambassador thingy again.i'm so looking forward to it.gonna meet 1/3 of the ppg and jerald.hehx.gonna have fun.
this song keep on playing in my mind.the title is untitled by simple plan..so check it out.kinda emo too...but it's emo in a kind of cool way.hehx.crapping.
UNTITLED I open my eyesI try to see but I'm blinded by the white lightI can't remember howI can't remember whyI'm lying here tonightAnd I can't stand the painAnd I can't make it go awayNo I can't stand the painHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI've got no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meEverybody's screamingI try to make a sound but no one hears meI'm slipping off the edgeI'm hanging by a threadI wanna start this over againSo I try to hold onto a time when nothing matteredAnd I can't explain what happenedAnd I can't erase the things that I've doneNo I can'tHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI've got no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI've got no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to me
Monday, June 20, 2005
{ 9:47 pm }
arlow....guess what?i've sorted out my internet explorer..YES AR!!!at last!but all da pics and documents and songs are all gone..sobz...
erm, just came back from cwp. went out with bessie ifa n fifi. did some n i mean some studying..them played truth or dare without the dare.hehx. we're daymn bored i guess...
went gentarasa on the 18th with ijc's mly student.hmm...how should i describe the whole thing?unpredictable will be the right one. it was very contempary and traditional.mega awesome.imagine there was a solo electric guitar performance and break-dancing in the middle of the whole thing.got the shock of my life.but tt's what i call innovative...i'll go to the next year's performance given the chance.no doubt abt it.
i've got a new crush...mr 86 or 85.hell i don't know...still eyeing on mr 90 but rarely got the chance to meet him but what the hell...dua-dua susah dapat nyer....guess i should be contented by cuci mata ajer...
i don't have any idea what i should write now cos i'm too tired...i've been missing alot of sleep lately..so yawnz...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
{ 10:16 pm }
i love chalet.
i want chalet everyday.
muahaha. i just came back from chalet with my classmates today.
damn slack.1st time i see hardworking peepz in my class relax.it was relieving.
didn't do much.but bbq was fun.ms lim is a great teacher.we're lucky to have her as our CG teacher.hard to get one.
apparently, i was the only malay there who stayed throughout the 3 days.kinda felt out initially but was immune to the manjerians eventually.love jo and simin anyway.ppg to the rescue huh?
saw a different side of jaja.i guessed you can call it the 'wild' side.saw the crazier yi yao.saw the ever-so-cool etee.saw cindy coming to the rescue.saw the sweet side of simin n saw the fun side of jos.
just for your info , these are the people who stayed thru out the 3 days too.oh yar, i forget about the lame vui sin.heh.
went cycling.played twister.looked crazy.acted silly.it was a bliss this chalet.
i want more chalet....