arlow.... kinda chilling out before i start preparing to cook for break fast...i have no idea what to cook today...tsk dad wants me to cook rice with some side dish but my cooking skill is damn limited..this is when i'll realise that i should have picked up f & n.....aargh...who cares now...just one more month left before i can throw all the bloody textbooks out of my window...but of course before that i'll have to go through the damn papers....yea..yea...i'm studying(tried my best =p)...oh well...erm i think i'm gonna ask some pepz to crash tutor me chem...i'm so weak at that subject....erm...besides that, i really have to work on my maths and humans...o yar i forget to add bio...kwang3....7 more days left...recently,i discussed with my mum about the course i should take if i'm going to poly...well, she told me that she preferred me to take mechanics engineering or aerospace engineering...well...let's see first lor....
i'm so hooked on da song so confused by 2play and raghav....the lyrics..are meaningful...i guess...haha..niwae...the prom's confirm...i'm so gonna let my hair down that day...haha...can't wait...erm...still got no idea on what to wear but i'm not gonna fret over that til da last minute...hari raya belum sampai nak fikirkan prom...o wait...o level lagi lum sampai..wah liao...so muct to do so lil time....
So Confused-2play and raghav
Oh baby...Ooh... Well I know we just met yesterday But things feel oh so right 'Cause you always know just what to say Or what is on my mind Well I feel I'll need a special way to ask you to be mine But I don't know when's the perfect day What's the perfect time
Babe you leave me confused Don't know if I should let you know Or wait it out girl Wish I knew just what to do I'm so confused
So girl what you wanna see Wanna see me get down on my knees Wanna hear me beggin' baby please Wanna feel me crying for mercy Oh girl I wish I knew your world I think I'm losing my head Over you girl
Well I know that it maybe too soon To know just what you'd like But I wanna know what you've been through What you want from life It's so real the way I feel So true It's been so hard to find Wanna know how you feel for me to So I'll make up my mind
Babe you leave me confused Don't know if I should let you know Or wait it out girl Wish I knew just what to do I'm so confused
So girl what you wanna see Wanna see me get down on my knees Wanna hear me beggin' baby please Wanna feel me crying for mercy Oh girl I wish I knew your world I think I'm losing my head Over you girl
Well someone once told me That you'll end up lonely Don't let love ever pass you by 'Cause I've seen it happen to People that matter to me With my very own eyes Maybe they were mistaken And I should be waiting For you to show me a sign Or should I just let you know That if I let you go I'd wonder the rest of my life
So girl what you wanna see Wanna see me get down on my knees Wanna hear me beggin' baby please Wanna feel me crying for mercy Oh girl I wish I knew your world I think I'm losing my head Over you girl
So girl what you wanna see Wanna see me get down on my knees Wanna hear me beggin' baby please Wanna feel me crying for mercy Oh girlI wish I knew your world I think I'm losing my head Over you girl
Thursday, October 21, 2004{ 9:57 pm }
elo......just wanna update recent events... erm i shall start with the date 14th october.. supposingly graduation day but the irony behind it is that we still had to come to school after that....my classmates drew a dedication on the floor of the canteen using chalks..konon nyer nak leave trademark...haha...but it was kinda meaningful to me.then after recess, we went to the hall for the grad speech and all that...the principal, mrs liau and students rep from each classes made thier speeches....mrs liau speech kinda move me to tears...haha...nina did a great job(honestly)...you made us laughed .really....ahakz...after that, there's the lunch...sarah idah fifi ina n me grabbed our food(lots of it) and ate at the blocks nearby...took photos at the playground...alas, went to rajiv's bday party at sembawang park...that party was absolutely crazy....the guys tak abis2 bash each other up...haha...kinda got a knack watching them did it...thank god girls don't have this kinda practise... well...as much as i hate to admit it, i think i'm gonna miss riverside one way or another..no!!1i will not miss mrs tan and mrs singh.but yuh i guess i'm gonna miss the food perhaps...or some junors(ahem..ahem)..erm and of course...the one and only 4/10!!!gone through thick and thin those peps in da class...they really mean alot to me...esp kaili nina lois alene nora hui peng and cynthia...aww i gonna miss you all man...luv you all....haha...getting mushy already....tsk and of course i'm gonna miss him..you know who...sighz...it's kinda true tt he made my sec life more enjoyable...but what i didn't tel him tt the sufferings he put me thru is so unbearable... hehe...last and not the least...i'm gonna miss my cliq..fifi ifa yannie idah and sara..wanna give you guys a big smackeroo....from sec 1 to sec4..fuh..that long huh?a miracle huh?well...it doesn't come as a surprise to me....well...we rocks...woah!!! haha..that's abt it...anyway....fasting month is already here...so to all muslim people out there, SELAMAT BERPUASA & ADVANCE HARI RAYA!!!!
Sunday, October 10, 2004{ 11:57 pm }
hey...heloo...guess what?i've been stood up today..oowee..isn't that a wonderful feeling...to be ditched by your own friends...o now i know what it feels like. it do bring pleasure..huh?a sense of satisfaction to see someone wait for nothing?wow...what a sense of accomplishment....are they happy now?erm...they must have been smirking to see the poor matchstick girl....luckily, my true friend was there...she practically saved me from a damaged ego.gawd idah...dunno what i'll do if you're not there*sheepish smile*...i think jumping off from the mrt platform will be the best option huh?wow...that will totally make them win the nobel prize award.*smirks* suppose to go out studying but apparently SOME people thought that it'll be more fun to do something else...can't blame them huh?i must be too boring....*yawnz*see?i'm practically bored of myself.so...theydidn't turn up except for one who had to went off also.never mind...i told myself..still got two more friends..met saidah,musa and arman at cd-rama...there, i got to know that i was totally ditched....saidah and the 2 guys were going to watch exorcist...i didn't want to go...so...while waiting for them(2 hours), i sat in the public toilet's bowl for half a hour....sat at the 6th floor alone for around forty-five minutes....then i dunno where the rest of my time went..pathetic huh?met saidah at esprit at 5 30...then we went to junction 8...wander aimlessly...took some neoprints pic...ate at macdonald..then back to north we go....what a long day...at least some people bother to apologise profusely...oops...i don't mean some...i mean one...and sure i forgive that person...ya allah ya tuhan ku jauhilah aku dari situasi sebegini lar....amin....
*shark:you're safe from my bite...make sure you study for your streaming okie?
Monday, October 04, 2004{ 11:35 pm }
well..well...well..it had been a long day..i guess...had lodsa laughs no thanks to nina and fifi...early2 morning dah crack jokes...wadda hell...erm..still didn't get most of my results...thebloody principal still taking her own sweet time t go thru da papers....don't she know abt the agony that we have to go thru...but never mind...i dun mind seeing da papers at all..i just wanna noe my-comfirm-fail-results...whatever lar.. during pccg just now, the bitchy mdm lim forced the class about our feelings in leaving riverside....truthfully speaking, i can't wait to leave this bloody school...right nina?but somehow deep down in my heart i think i'm gonna miss somethings abt rss...i just dunno what...time will tell...most of the grads said that secondary school years are the best years that they went thru as a teen...maybe it's true...but then again let time tell... so...i gotta buck up(alot) for my o level huh?erm...so to all graduating students out there, all the best...good luck..and...we rocks!!!!woah!!! adios....ciao...sayonara
