Sunday, June 27, 2004
{ 1:29 am }
yawnz...its already late but i still have to use the comp to finihsh my bro's project.he got injured during a rugby match and there's 2 stitches in his head....khairil...khairil...
just got back from johor...there's a family gathering on my dad's side at a hotel.kind of fun looking at my cousins's attitude and their stand up comedy whilst they were karaoke-ing.got close to this cousin of mine who's actually my niece.what the hell she's only 14...a nice girl..very outgoing.i don't know i got such crazy relatives...should do this more often...but i simply couldn't stand it if u have a niece who is actually much younger than you(only primary 6) but whose attitude is so fucking snobbish...hello ar i know your family is well off and you all tend to flaunt it but still you have to respect those peps older than you...kids these days...
from monday to today i came to school.have to finish the dnt artefact but of course it could never be completed.still have to assemble all the parts n i haven't even start making da top part of the box...so sian...tsk...
sometimes people just don't get it...sometimes we will like or admire a certain guy so as to forget another guy who we really really really like.you konw that certain guy is a divertion only but misunderstanding will happen and "KABOOM"...all the bombs that are ticking away finally exploded but the main problem is one doesn't usually clear up the mess due to the bomb explosion...
erm..sayonara...
Friday, June 18, 2004
{ 2:52 pm }
what's up?that's so cliche...
well, never mind...tomorrow is finally 19th June so just in case i can't go online tml, i want to shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY to fifanidarain and erm...to anwar too...wishing us and you a sweet sixteenmuackz...love you all...
trying to change the plan for the internet subscription...not doing a good job though..AARh...this stuff is so fucking confusing...somebody help me!!!!
am i that hopeless and pathetic?just why could not get him???i was so near and i just let the opportunity slipped by...so much for playing hard to get.i deserved this...totally...can you just give me one more chance?darn...now i sound desperate...what the hell...just forget about him....but then easier said than done.whatever...he should be the last thing on my mind right now so plaese help me brain...please let me stop thinking about him...do some good for yourselg before you self-destruct.
well then, sayonara
Saturday, June 12, 2004
{ 10:16 pm }
what a day...what a tiring day...what a tiring day it had been...i'm repeating myself huh?well, i'm tired but not prepared to go to sleep so here i am.I MISS HANIE ANISA....i want to hug the death out of her...wait a minute...i'll take that back...
congratz malay dancers who danced at the persada juara tari...congratz for putting up a good performance n winning the title of best costume.gotta take my hat for u guys for enduring the practices and all that...after the performance, me,idah,yannie,ifa,fifi,shark n lela went to sp to drink...man, the slurpee...heavenly...its like as if i haven't drank one for years...thank you seven-eleven for inventing slurpee....love you for that n you'll always have my support.with that i'l like to end my speech with sayonara
Friday, June 11, 2004
{ 6:37 pm }
the word love is such a common part of human's conversation.most of the time they misinterpret the real meaning..erm..whatever...i don't really care...sure i do felt loved beforeby my parents and friends.not necessarily by a guy.not yet.it isn't time yet.i hope.
dum di dum di dum...i'm so dead bored.there isn't much thing to do around my aunt's home.bik wati had done all the household chores and i miss hanie
,amir and yeah however much i hate to admit it i miss khairil too...i miss arguing with him and allowing him to get on my nerves.i miss my dad's lecture and my mom's teasing.sighz..it has only been 2 days but i felt the "loss" already.i guess i'm a big baby after all.
i want a big smackeroo from hanie.
anyway still remember backstreet boys?yup...i doubt anybody could forget them esp me.they used to be my fave boyband and i guess they still are.particularly like the song "quit playing games(with my heart).so here how it goes:
Even in my heart I see
You're not bein' true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby
Quit playin' games with my heart
Chorus:
Quit playin' games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
I should've known from the start
Before you got into my heart
I live my life the way
To keep you comin' back to me
Everything I do is for you so
So what is it that you can't see
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad
You better quit playin' games with my heart
Chorus
Quit playin' games
Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hangin' here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not a lie, let's stop
This tonight
Baby, quit playin' games
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart
Chorus
so there.sayonara
Thursday, June 10, 2004
{ 8:45 pm }
wello!!!
alas finish my new look of my blog...black and pink..that's the way(aha,aha)i like it...so..tag people...
erm, today the guys got street bendy competition going on.heard that they get into the finals...i don't know lar...whatever it is,i'll support MOST of them all the way.i watched the guys played+catch up on my sleep+waiting for the cliq+"cuci mata"
damn...what a tiring day it had been for me.then back to my aunt's house i go.i'm trying very hard to stiffle my yawn..*yawnz*but then i could not.
*sighz*how the hell i'm gonna pull through the holidays???
Monday, June 07, 2004
{ 12:08 pm }
erm...on second thoughts i do wanna catch harry potter latest movie on cinema...so yea guys, umm waiting for what???i kind of changed my mind yesterday when i watched harry potter on channel 5.i'm not really into this kinda movie..you know lord of the rings n all that but i guessed i'll make an exception for harry potter =p.
i highly recommend you peps out there to watch the drama "higher grounds" on channel i, every sunday at 4 pm.it's about these troubled teens going through this rehab thingy on this place called 'horizon'.the place is placed in the middle of the wood.the kids out there mountain climb, went trekking n kayaking n they're into this nature stuff.yup.make sure you guys catch it,okie?
*tick tock tick tock*wah liao....only 1 week into this june holiday...I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!boo hoo...i just can't bear the torture of hearing my dad's voice.erm...he got this habit of yelling at me whenever he's unsatisfied with the houseworks i done.AARGH!!!!!SOMEBODY SAVED ME!!!!i'm going through hell man.i'm looking forward to the days when i'm old enough to leave the house n rent a place of my own.i don't mean to be an unfillial daughter but then at the rate i'm going thru, man!i juz wish i could perish from the surface of Earth.
some things are better left unsaid...sayonara
